Not marrying someone who loved me.
Having children before I grew up. I did not know who I was then, nor do I now.
Not joining the Military and travelling the world. Now I want to travel, and do not have the means, or the freedom.
Listening to others' advice who had ulterior motives.
Giving up a full academic scholarship to college to have children. FREE FUCKING RIDE. DUMBASS.
Loving people too much who don't deserve it.
Not applying for the CIA or FBI.
Too much therapy. I can talk myself out of anything now.
Not partying more when I was younger. Ultra-responsible was I.
Allowing others to convince me I am worthless, stupid, fat, (insert other negative adjective here) and then becoming those.
Not having my teeth straightened.
Not growing my hair out really long when I could.
Letting my best friend go. Not by choice.
Taking in a cat.
Not being a fucking barbie doll.
Becoming a hermit, because it's easier.
back to autopilot